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Below is our story of how we spent Christmas Vacation 2003. It's a story that we'll never forget. It's a story filled with lessons learned.
Please
read on.
Bret, Kristi and Savannah
BKS Johnson to Eternity, God Willing
The below link will take you to the Stowe
Hazardous Terrain Rescue website. Their callout log is listed. You may want to
visit this website after reading our story.
www.stowevt.org/htt/callout.htm
Also, you'll notice a reference to a map in our
story. The map follows the story. It shows the route Bret took to reach the
summit and eventually to safety.
Mt. Mansfield Summit Attempt December 26, 2003
Kristi, Savannah and I left our house in Cazenovia, NY at 06:15 on the morning
of the 26th. Our plan was to drive straight through to Shelburne, VT, offload
our luggage and head to the Sunset Ridge trailhead at Underhill State Park. We
made good time on the road and after changing hotels in Shelburne, we left for
Underhill around 12:00. While in the lobby of the hotel, Kristi noticed the
Stowe ski report stating that it was "snowing heavily and lifts may be
closing due to poor visibility and strong winds. Summit temperatures were
around 16F. The ride to Underhill was uneventful following directions from Mapquest. However, turning onto Mountain Rd. in Underhill
Center, it became apparent that Vermonters did not play on this side of the
mountain as the road was minimally maintained for the first 2 miles and
impassable for the last 2 to the Park entrance. (see
accompanying map) The presence of 5 or 6 cars in the makeshift parking lot
lifted my spirits as I began to question the plausibility of attempting the
summit on this day. Not knowing the trail or the area, I assumed that there
were XCskiers in Vermont who were crazy enough to
summit like those I had encountered during my descent off Mt. Marcy. We
finalized what I then considered "the Plan". Kristi was to head back
down Mountain Rd. and north around the mountain, pick up 108 and head south to
Stowe and Stowe Ski Resort where I would meet her at the Gondola base. Based on
what I had in mind, I figured they would have to kill some time in Stowe
Village as I wouldn’t be meeting them until 17:00. Meanwhile, I would cruise up
the remainder of Mountain Rd. and the CCC park road and start at the trailhead
by 14:00. I said to Bret, "This doesn’t look good. You’re going to be
adding 2 more miles to your entire ascent and it’s
And carrying in a Trager
Day Pack:
The map below can help with
timetables. I will use this text to fill in the mental and physical attributes
of the climb.
As I watched Bret begin
his ascent in the rearview mirror, I begin my descent back down Mountain Road,
very slowly. The road was slick. While trying to remain focused on the road
conditions, my mind kept wandering back to "the Plan", and how
something didn’t seem quite right to me. Call it a woman’s intuition, but I
just knew that this felt like the calm before the storm. That’s when Savannah and
I said a prayer for Bret’s safety and ours. Savannah said, "Amen",
and then I decided to teach Savannah some new words. "PaPa
climbs the mountain", to be exact. She chose her words carefully to
create, "PaPa mountain."
By the time I reached a main road, I took a few moments to look at the map.
Bret had showed me the quickest and most direct route to take, and so I
proceeded to follow "the Plan." The main road remained what some
Southerners would probably call treacherous. I drove 20 miles per hour for over
an hour, until I could go no further. Once again, the road became impassable. I
was in luck, however, for there was a fabulous ski resort and village to my
immediate left. I parked the van. Savannah and I remained in the van for the
next hour where we read books and drew pictures. After bundling up, we decided
to find out where the Gondola Base was located. There were people mulling all
around, with and without ski gear, and it was difficult to know where to go.
Savannah chose to look in the gift shop first, and so we did. I asked one of
the sales clerks where the gondola base was, and her reply was quite startling
to me. "We don’t have a gondola here. Stowe has a gondola and they’re
about 4-5 miles south of here. But, they don’t clear the road past our resort,
so you’ll have to drive north and make a loop. It’s about 40 miles away.
Depending on road conditions, it could take an hour or so." Feeling so
ridiculous and angry, I walked Savannah back to the van and grabbed the map to
check out the alternate route to Stowe Ski Resort. As soon as the van started
to move,
Following the packed trail
created by the XCskiers, the early going was not too
difficult. However, it was obvious that the 16" of fresh powder wouldn’t
support my snowshoes. I passed 4 skiers coming down and heard the last one
comment that they only made it as far as the lean-tos. Not knowing the trail, I
gathered that they were referring to lean-tos on the Sunset Ridge. By 14:00 I
had reached the Ranger station and cleared off the 2 ft. of snow to sit on one
of the picnic tables. Here I ate my bagel and drank about a cup of water and
noticed that here was where the ski tracks ended and those building nearly
buried in snow were the aforementioned lean-tos. I continued on under a light
snow constantly calculating the time and distance traveled equation as I
crossed over the CCC road each time. I was doing OK on time but when I reached
the divergence of the Laura Cowles and Sunset Ridge trails I decided to deviate
from the plan. I knew that I could save significant time by taking Cowles which
was almost a full half mile shorter. (From the trailhead, Sunset Ridge to the
summit is 1.8miles. Cowles is only 1.4miles.) I took Cowles and started picking
up the blue blazes on the trees. The blazes were low but it made sense
considering that I was walking on a 3’ base. I followed the blazes for about ¼
of a mile as the powder got deeper and the trail ran along side a brook. I
decided to leave the trail as the embankment above the brook was quite steep and
did not look supportive to snowshoes. I kept the brook in sight as a reference
point and planned to pick up the trail when there was more of it to walk on. I
was relieved when I stepped back down the to stream
bank and saw the blue blazes again. From here I picked up 6 or 7 more trail
markers and began to notice that the trail wasn’t letting up as it continued to
climb quickly. I stopped at a tree with a blue tin marker nailed to it to take
water, 5 fig bars and a short rest. It was now 14:45. The trail wasn’t getting
the better of me, but it sure was making me work. As I began to move on, I
pushed off the tree with my hand and bumped the blue tin marker. It rattled and
swung down now held only by a single nail. The word "omen" came to
mind but I let the thought move through my conscience as I began slogging in
deep powder. It was the last trail marker I would see. I followed what seemed
to present itself as a trail but no markers were in sight. Here is when I
contemplated my options.
Turn back. Follow my still visible footsteps back to the
trail markers and follow it back to the trailhead. Then hike 2 miles back to
the drop point where there would be no one waiting for me and therefore hike
3-5 miles more to the nearest house and make a call to the Stowe Ski Resort to
have them notify Kristi to pick me up. At 2 mph for 6 miles, it would mean 3
hours to even reach a phone. That would put me well past sunset and very late
for my rendezvous.
Continue on. Without trail, put my map and compass skills
to the test and bushwhack my way up the mountain in the direction of the trail
and maybe pick it up again. I figured I had little over a mile to go and while
the going was slow and strenuous, it would still be quicker than turning back.
I continued on, a little nervous
about being technically lost. At first I began following the easiest routes
through and around dense patches of balsam fir trees. But quickly I realized
that navigating this way could mean I wind up on the miles from where I thought
I was. I paused to check my compasses. I pulled out my map compass using it as
the gold standard. It had been bubble free when I started. It was no longer
bubble free but it did confirm what my key chain compass was saying. I was
headed due east, straight up the mountain. The trail headed northwest so I
began moving to the north as I climbed.
Around 15:30 I found myself
standing at the base of large snowfield flanked by trees on both sides. Clouds
were low and visibility was poor so I couldn’t make out the length of it but it
was about 20 yds wide at the bottom and got wider as
it went up. I continued up the southern flank until I reached a suitable
crossing point. There were small patches of scrub brush mid way across and the
field was only 30 yds wide. I picked out a sturdy
tree on the far side and started moving toward it. I started above my target
tree knowing that I would have to descend as I moved across. It was really a
lateral crawl on all fours. The hands were dug in first until the reached the
stable base layer of snow. Once anchored, I moved my knees ahead always careful
to stay tight to the mountain. I’ll admit that I did look down about ½ way across. I looked up to and began to see the source of
this snowfield. There was a large rock face staring at me with fangs of ice
that were dripping steadily. I put my mind back on my work and crawled across.
As I moved up the northern side of the snowfield it became obvious that the
rock face was actually a broad escarpment that ran in both directions and stood
blocking any further attempts at ascension. I moved north below the wall until
it began to break up into large boulders. The clouds were still low and
darkness was falling faster. At 17:00 I ducked inside a cave made by the
boulders and stopped. Once again I thought things through. It was dark now and
my headlamp, without fresh batteries, was failing. Sporadic yelling only
confirmed the insignificance of my voice as it was absorbed by the heavy ether.
Here I contemplated my options again.
Hunker down. I could use this cave as shelter and spend the
night. At the present, I didn’t feel cold and my body presented no signs of
hypothermia. The temperature was 20F which was not life threatening in the
short term, but if your lucky enough to fall asleep,
will you still be lucky enough to wake up. Or will your core body temperature
have dropped enough to shut down the brain’s alarm clock. Then there is the
mental dilemma. Could I really sit in a cave and listen to the wind for 12
hours without going goof?
Continue on. I was warm because I was moving. I was wet
from sweat because I was moving. If I stop moving those two facts converge to
make me cold. I hate being cold. Besides, I was still ahead of my curfew and if
I could reach the gondola barn around 18:00 I could call off any rescue
procedures that had been started.
After 3 pieces of fudge and
a good amount of water, I pulled myself out of the cave find myself staring at
the Champlain River Valley. The clouds were beginning to lift and I could see
all the way to New York. This was a good sign. Visibility improved greatly as
the contrast between snow and not snow sharpened. I could make out the massive
shoulder of Sunset Ridge. But looking up the mountain, there were still trees
above the boulders, which meant I hadn’t cleared the tree line at 4000’. The
crampons on my snowshoes now became detrimental, as I was literally bouldering my way up the mountain. Here and there sparks
would fly as the flint in the rock met my steel crampons. As treacherous as the
rocks were, it still felt good to be out of the snow. The higher I climbed, the
more exposed I became and the wind which had been absent buffeted by the trees,
now blew at me with full force. I pulled my watch cap down tight over my
balaclava and held both on with my hood. I was feeling better about things then
lifting clouds revealed a huge discouragement. I had navigated well and now was
looking up at the Lower Lip covered in frozen drool. The escarpment I had to
move around earlier was meager compared to this enormous kisser. But as I
looked up at the Lower Lip I noticed the glow of light behind it and took
heart. I was finally able to make out the summit ridge. It was now 18:30.
As the Team started to
form at the Operations Base, I was introduced to Bill, Mountain Manager, and
Rod, the General Manager, from what I understood. One of the first steps they
took was getting the night ski lights turned on, in hopes of guiding Bret to
safety. The lights came on around 6 o’clock, but from the window, I could
barely make out any of them. The mountain remained dark and ominous. The State
Police had been contacted and Officer Buckley made the decision to drive to
Underhill State Park. The Team wanted to be sure that Bret had not turned back.
Upon Officer Buckley’s survey of the scene, he determined that Bret was not in
the vicinity. He then contacted me at the Operations Base to fill out a Missing
Person report. While he asked me questions about Bret’s physical attributes,
gear and clothing, my sense of detail became acute. He even asked me if Bret
had recently experienced financial trouble, family feuding or trouble at work.
I remained rational in thought and action, but it was becoming very clear that
this entire situation was extremely serious. After ending my conversation with
Officer Buckley, I knew that his siren would be going off every 10-15 minutes
for quite some time. The Team continued to inform me of all actions taken. They
remained very calm and professional. I was encouraged by their words. It was as
if they took Savannah and I under their wings, caring and nurturing us. Bill
offered to let Savannah and I spend the night as his home, since the search was
expected to continue through the night. Jack had unexpectedly had lunch at the
restaurant earlier in the day, and offered us his homemade lunch, should we get
hungry. John went out to his car to retrieve his own children’s toys so that
Savannah would have something different to play with. Never once did any of
these men complain about their duties. It was very obvious to me that they were
in the business of searching and rescuing. Savannah played along, seemingly
oblivious to the happenings around her, but she often looked up and said,
"PaPa?" when the door would open or close.
Still, I had a hard time believing that this was happening to me. I felt as
though I was living in someone else’s life or at least in a movie. These kinds
of things don’t happen to me.
After the final piece of
fudge and more water, I set out for the summit and "moved toward the
light". The going was easier, mentally at least, and I was somewhat
surprised at how well my body was holding up. I had now been climbing through
36" of fresh snow for over 2 hours and yet I still found energy to keep
going. As I reached the summit, the rules of the game changed quickly. Since
13:20, I had been arduously working to move forward even a step at a time. With
60-mph winds and gusts of 75 mph I now had to work to keep from summitting and descending all in the same step. Again
feeling very unstable with metal crampons on frozen rock, I crawled to the
summit and down behind a rock ledge to take cover from the wind. Once on the
western side of the summit I could make out the lights from the ski trails. Not
sure exactly where I summited, I contemplated my
options one last time:
Head north toward the Chin.I knew the Gondola barn was closer to the Chin
than the Nose but if I ascended farther south than anticipated, the barn would
be north of me.
Head south toward the Nose. I knew there was a restaurant at the Nose and
all light led that direction. However, it was good ½ mile to the Nose and the
western face was to sharp to allow me to pass below
the ridge. That meant fighting the wind for a ½ mile.
Head east down the mountain. I could see the northern most
lights clearly and could make out the ski trail. Worst case scenario, I would
have to hike down a ski trail and save a few bucks on the Gondola ride.
I began descending the
eastern side of the mountain through snowfields. The powder was so thick that
glissading was out of the question. I would have to work to get down too. After
6’ drop off a rock ledge and 20 more yards in a snowfield, I took a step with
my left foot and went all the way down. The 3’ of powder gave way and so did
the base layer until my leg stretched out fully. My right leg, stopping at the
base layer folded and my knee came to my chin quickly. I began to pull my left
leg out like I had done countless times before but it didn’t budge. I rested
for a minute and heard the sound of running water. I had been walking on water
and was pretty sure that my left snowshoe was close to the stream. I began
digging myself out and carefully worked my leg free. While I was digging, I
stopped to look up and noticed a railing about 60 yards away. It was the
Gondola barn.
When I arrived I found
everything was dark and had been shut down for the night. I circled the
building to the receiving garage and found a light on in the operator’s shack.
I climbed up and tried the door. It was open and there on the desk sat 2
phones. It was 19:40.
I had been told at one
point that the Hazardous Terrain and Mountain Rescue team had been called, and
that Neil VanDyke was the chief of the team. They
told me that once they had done a sweep of their side of the mountain, they
would then notify Neil of their findings. Neil would then take control of the
operation and be the final decision-maker. At 7:30 pm, Rod called me into the
conference room for a de-briefing. He had me sit at the head of a rather large
conference table, with key people sitting around it. There was Bill, Mountain
Manager, Kevin, Head of Operations, John, Head of Ground Ops, Jack, Head of
Machine Maintenance, and Rod. Rod did all of the speaking. He told me that
their efforts, thus far, had not turned up any information. Neil VanDyke had made the decision to
form a Mountain Rescue Team, and that the team would be setting up their base
in the conference room at
It was a reunion unlike
Kristi and I had experienced in the 13 years since we'd known each other. We
had never had so many unknowns between us and there had never been such risk of
one of us being in danger. I could sense the relief in Kristi as we embraced
but I could also sense the anger for being put through such an ordeal by a
simple lack of planning and common sense. This expedition brought us closer
together as we both agreed that we would plan future expeditions together and
we would both be involved in the details.
Savannah was excited to
show me a picture she had been working on and though she didn't comprehend the
entire situation, she knew that everyone was happy again.
